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Delusions Of Reality Part III: The Lies That Define Us

by Olli Kivelä

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The Lies That Define Us 03:17
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If seeing is believing then tell me why Your world is built upon nothing but lies Everyday you trust your life on imaginary things Man made inventions control your days I grind your world into smallest pieces If you only believe in what you can see Show me the mercy, show me the justice show me the lies your world is built upon Tell little lies, a glimpse of paradise personifications of tales and fantasies drag you in to dreams of the reality soon the big picture will be revealed to you I grind your world into smallest pieces If you only believe in what you can see Show me the mercy, show me the justice show me the lies your world is built upon Don't blame yourself, it's humane to believe your world is not only made of what you see it's more about what you want to believe the bigger lies, the lies that define us I grind your world into smallest pieces If you only believe in what you can see Show me the mercy, show me the justice show me the lies your world is built upon
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My Hell 03:41
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Oh really? are you fucking serious making your problem mine as well Why don't you just shut up and think for a while then come back to me and tell me what the hell Need me, your filth bucket again? Can't wait for your next load in Your problems are more than old For many times they've been foretold Answers might be found on the shelf I can see you never learn from anything Have you ever asked yourself? maybe you hang with the wrong company A wise man once said hell is other people Adult sane people acting like children Hatebreeders, troublemakers, bitchin' around Why you drag me into this living hell? Sometimes you get to choose your company There are usually some people you can choose from The rest are given you in birth Sometimes the hell just breaks loose Need me, your filth bucket again? Can't wait for your next load in Your problems are more than old For many times they've been foretold Answers might be found on the shelf I can see you never learn from anything Have you ever asked yourself? maybe you hang with the wrong company A wise man once said hell is other people Adult sane people acting like children Hatebreeders, troublemakers, bitchin' around Why you drag me into this living hell? Help is not overrated now days just remember to say please and thanks Everyone of us is somehow sick don't suffocate me or there's two of us Need me, your filth bucket again? Can't wait for your next load in Your problems are more than old For many times they've been foretold Answers might be found on the shelf I can see you never learn from anything Have you ever asked yourself? maybe you hang with the wrong company A wise man once said hell is other people Adult sane people acting like children Hatebreeders, troublemakers, bitchin' around Why you drag me into this living hell?
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My Turn 03:36
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Revenge might be a dish best served cold lets keep it that way, ok? I'll focus my energy on more important things I'll build my world as I will Time to think for myself at last Time to live the life for me I've been standing in the side for years waiting for you and now it's my turn So many years I've watched my steps So many years I've walked in the darkness Open my eyes see the blood red skies I'll fly free once again Time to think for myself at last Time to live the life for me I've been standing in the side for years waiting for you and now it's my turn Years have left their marks on me battle scars that will never fade Still I won't regret but I'll never forget never forgive and never will give in Time to think for myself at last Time to live the life for me I've been standing in the side for years waiting for you and now it's my turn
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People Person 04:29
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There he goes the party man partying wherever he can It would seem that he's never alone seldom at his home Ask the people around him, he's nice and people like him But if you could catch him alone, he'd be insecure and weeping You know all the people and still you're alone All the money and time won't buy love for the people person There he goes all alone, still in the spotlight zone Dancing in the limelight, avoiding all the street fights Ask the people around him, there's no one like him If you could see him alone, you could see there's no body home Awaken from his own thoughts, he's trying to solve the cause Why he's alone in life without soul mates and friends Ask the people around him, no one really knows him Trying to find people but there's no one to connect with
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One For All 03:19
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You always stare in awe and got something to say Always something to complain every single day Everything is ruined even more than it could be You only paint pictures of the end of the days You always expect more than you can get You always want to achieve more You never let yourself be happy You're always complaining too busy to enjoy Life hits you harder than most of the people You take the blame of actions you did not do You are offended by things done to others Is it all in vain when you're the one living with pain You always expect more than you can get You always want to achieve more You never let yourself be happy You're always complaining too busy to enjoy You like to have a finger in every pie You like to see the world through other people's eyes Every life is different so unless it's yours keep your mouth shut and mind your own business You always expect more than you can get You always want to achieve more You never let yourself be happy You're always complaining too busy to enjoy
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The Last Time I'll Bleed 04:45
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Silent night crying awake all alone Silent echoes What have they done? Move forward now! Show must go on! You know You still have your whole life ahead of you! Yes you do You can't be depressed forever! Leave behind the past Tears of blood you bleed will be the last! It will pass Another fight still crying in the night Haunted by the fears Cannot stop the tears Move forward now! Show must go on! You know You still have your whole life ahead of you! Yes you do You can't be depressed forever! Leave behind the past Tears of blood you bleed will be the last! It will pass They got no right I won't let go If you're gonna fight someone will know Move forward now! Show must go on! You know You still have your whole life ahead of you! Yes you do You can't be depressed forever! Leave behind the past Tears of blood you bleed will be the last! It will pass
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Accustomed To 03:30
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You break my shell with your power and charm You lift the veil of my curse and guard Years I've made myself stone cold I've never let others to see my true self I let you too close I shared my visions I let myself down I grew accustomed to you I broke my principles I lowered my guards Overwhelmed by my own feelings Never again I'll fool myself I let you too close I shared my visions I let myself down I grew accustomed to you I broke my principles I lowered my guards Overwhelmed by my own feelings Never again I'll fool myself
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Not The Ones We Used To Like 03:07
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I knew a person once not like you This one seemed to like things I liked too I enjoyed life when I was with that one It was nice to have someone to talk to As years have passed by Time flew around us Roots will dig deeper new branches will see the light of day Time has not treated us well some days were living hell I don't think we do it on purpose still, we're not the ones we used to like You cast your eyes on me like a stranger You despise my things you used to like I lost my friend to someone like you and deep inside you accuse me too As years have passed by Time flew around us Roots will dig deeper new branches will see the light of day Time has not treated us well some days were living hell I don't think we do it on purpose still, we're not the ones we used to like I think it's natural that things change Time goes by and people grow apart People do not stay the same You're not the one I used to know As years have passed by Time flew around us Roots will dig deeper new branches will see the light of day Time has not treated us well some days were living hell I don't think we do it on purpose still, we're not the ones we used to like
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You Will Never Understand Me 03:06
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I won't say much more than I need That doesn't mean I don't feel Can't you see the smile on my face I can feel happy for your cause Am I missing a puzzle piece? My picture's hazy and unclear I try to see the world without fear You will never understand me You can't control my feeling of what is fun I cannot stop what has begun I've been told I'm stone cold I won't give a smile or laugh
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Your Choice, My Fault? 03:02
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Your choice, my fault? How did we end up like this? Your choice, my fault? What have you done to me? And your feelings remind you what I could not have You made your choices in life what I could have done In the end you blame me for everything that went wrong Responsibility; You're evading these memories of truth Your choice, my fault? How did we end up like this? Your choice, my fault? What have you done to me? Once upon a time ago, you made your mind and so did I I had no regrets but you thought you only bought time Life went by and it was time to pay, you got nothing to say I was left behind to stay, all alone cast astray It's always easier to blame someone else At least it is how you treat me after all the years together All my tears do not count when we check the state of our debts Will I take the blame it was always the easy way out for you

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The kitchen psychology vol III aka my recording and mixing practises part III. Lyrical themes are about one's self image, immaterial lies that humanity is based on, and relationship states.

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released February 12, 2019

Composed and arranged by Olli Kivelä 2018-2019
All lyrics written by Olli Kivelä 2019
Guitars, Vocals, Bass, Keys: Olli Kivelä
Drums programmed by Olli Kivelä
Recorded December 2018 - February 2019 by Olli Kivelä
Mixed and mastered by Olli Kivelä 2019
Cover artwork by Olli Kivelä 2019

Copyright (c) Olli Kivelä 2019

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Olli Kivelä Finland

I'm a metalhead who likes fast tempo, heavy riffs, epic orchestrations and a nice balance of clean and growling vocals. In most of areas I'm self-taught. I'm also a DIY enthusiastic. I like to make my gear myself and I like to compose, arrange, play, sing, produce, record, mix, and master all my music myself.

You can find me also in Spotify, Apple Music, and Youtube. ... more

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